yea yea dudes! finally i passed the 'SNMPTN'!
wish i could get the best result :)
well i don't want to expect a massive thing from it, but there's a little inside of me really want the best result.
i know i will disappoint with the result.
thats my fault
i don't use my time to study, yet i know the answer
God, whatever the result is, whatever the condition is, i will always say big thanks to You :)
i am so grateful for being Your create
i am so grateful for having my family
i am so grateful for having my lover
i am so grateful for having the best of the best friends i ever had
they are my precious things in this world
and i dedicated my life for You and for them.
i just don't want one of them are sad because of me
i'm not what they're thinking, maybe
:)
but hold on hold on, i don't sad!
those only what i am thinking about
just sit and wait. i would be a success woman in the future
make them happy and proud of me
thats my the only dream :)
so do i give up?the answer is, i don't.
i WON'T give up
i may had so much ills, i may weak, & i maybe will dead soon before them all, but every single time, i would trying and trying and trying and trying till i close my eyes forever.
sorry mom&dad for making you disappointed of me
but hey thats me.
always make people disappoint
and oh yes,
you don't know what kind of ills inside of me ;)
and i won't tell to anyone too.
let 'the weak Kinan' through her life by her own way
amen :)
God bless you all, the readers :)
