Gak basa basi sih, you can see trough my post title. I named myself as a wallflower when i saw this...
"A person who because of shyness, unpopularity, or lack of a partner, remains at the side at a party or dance..."
I feel that way. So much.
I feel so shy when i meet new people. Aneh ya, tapi thats just me. Dan pas udah kenal terus gue tanya kesan apa yg mereka liat dr gue pas pertama kali, mereka selalu bilang "jutek" -_- padahal gue pemalu.....
Unpopularity/ lack of a partner. Yes. I will never ever ever expect to be popular at my environment. And voila! I am not popular at all ^^ gue gak terlalu suka orang yg terlalu banyak disekitaran gue. Gue memilih beberapa orang terbaik menurut gue buat ada di hidup gue. Bukan kenapa2 sih, and im not a picky person, tapi i'll tell ya later in my last explanation yah.
Remains at the side at a party or dance. Disinilah bakal gue jelasin. Gue gak terlalu suka situasi yg rame. Kecuali konser ya. Kalo nonton konser juga biasanya gue sama kakak gue, dan orang yg gak gue kenal biasanya gak bakal gue ubris. Gue gak terlalu nyaman sama hal yg namanya basa basi. Kayak misalnya temen lo cerita apa yg menurut dia menarik tp buat gue enggak trs gue bales "iyah? Demi apa? Kok bisa? Terus2?" Gue gak sekepo itu -.- dan gue juga gak suka berbasa basi macem cewek2 kota (i said so because im so much far away from "town-girl" title) kayak "ih taugak gue kemaren abis beli ini... Itu... Ono... Anu...". Call me freak, tapi itu sama sekali gak menarik -_- hal yg paling menarik buat gue cuma dengerin semua genre lagu sendirian, liburan liat alam, having a good time with my favorite people, dan masak.
Sebenernya juga dibalik itu, gue punya trauma sendiri. Yap, disaat gue punya temen banyak, hal yg paling gue tau adalah mereka cuma manfaatin gue. Atau kasus lainnya, ditusuk dari belakang.
Yeash! Thats all cerita tengah malam pengantar tidur. Maaf kalo susunannya jelek nanti lewat pc, gue ngeblog lewat hp hehehe
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RGKinanti